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BetrayedAnguish

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Artist // Professional // Varied
  • Sep 20
  • United States
  • Deviant for 18 years
  • Redbubble
  • She / Her
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My Bio

Well THIS thing has been left to gather substantial dust.


My life has been anything but boring.


Born and raised on a tiny 8-acre farm in the middle of Pauline, SC, my mornings would start with roosters and geese. I had a tumultuous beginning, raised by my grandparents - and then my uncle - all while under the guise of true daughterhood; I had my suspicions that they weren't my parents but honestly, nine year olds don't care much. My grandpa passed when I was 9 of prostate cancer, and my grandmother in a car accident when I was 13.


My uncle took over from there, but he was my brother to me - always looking out for me, even if I didn't quite understand his ways. Suddenly, I was 19 in college on spring break and found out about it all. Six months later, my biological father found me on Facebook.


Needless to say, everything has been a whirlwind that won't cease. When I was 23 I got divorced and was living out of my car, sleeping in a friend's bar when I could, building transmission gears. I hopped on a one way plane to Washington State, hoping for a change of pace and a new beginning.


Though I forged new friendships and some lasting bonds, I desired to be closer to friends and family I had left back home. After a four year stay, I came back to SC. Currently I am a freelance artist living every day at a time.


I enjoy ink, watercolor, soapmaking, bookbinding, and a myriad of other things. Check the gallery. You won't be disappointed.


Favourite Visual Artist
Kathe Kollwitz, Edvard Munch, MC Escher, Van Gogh
Favourite Movies
Inception, Snatch
Favourite TV Shows
Westworld, Attack on Titan, Battlestar Galactica
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Asking Alexandria, Nine Inch Nails, Tool
Favourite Books
Dragonriders of Pern
Favourite Writers
Anne McCaffrey, Stephen King, Clive Barker, HP Lovecraft
Favourite Games
The Elder Scrolls series, Diablo 3, Borderlands
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, 3DS
Tools of the Trade
My voice, my style, and my hands.
Other Interests
Macabre, Horror
SO EXCITED! FINALLY! https://www.redbubble.com/people/astralGnostic/portfolio?asc=u
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I started this page fourteen years ago. FOURTEEN. I am now a twenty-nine year old freelancer who has had a myriad of jobs throughout so many industries and my anxiety has flunked me out of every single one. When I started the page, BetrayedAnguish was a username that fit. I was hurt, I didnt know where my place in this big huge cosmos was supposed to be. I was struggling and wading through trauma, trying to find myself in the loss of it all. I took a step back from art for a long time, trying to make it in the "real world," before I realized the real world is a lie and just something they tell you - we're all pretenders here. So, now that I find myself turning toward art as a means of sustaining myself (I'm currently working on setting up a redbubble account as well as ideas for a patreon system) this username has been outgrown. But with limited income, I honestly really cannot afford $15 to become a DA member to be able to update it. I have been much more active in other outlets
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Updates n such

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I will likely post a more thorough transcript later, when I have more alcohol to fuel my fingers. I'm not dead. I just havent had a scanner or much of inspiration, so my drawings have been few and far between. hello new people and old alike. enjoy the ride.
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Hey ! Thx so much for the FAV =)
YO!!! sup girl. Been ages. Hope you have been well. :D